I know it’s been a while since I’ve talked about him on here, but I guess I should update you guys on Dream boy and us. Weeks after Christmas we finally talked backed to each other.
Things were fine, we talked things out, and we were good or at least that’s what I thought. Last month we had to officially end our friendship. He said his parents thought we were dating again and threatened to kick him out and disown him.
It happen when he didn’t text me for a whole day. I didn’t think much of it, I just thought he either had a bad day at work, or were just in one of his moods. I texted him to check up on him, and it took a few minutes for me to finally to drag what was bothering him. And that’s when he finally told me. His parents threatened to disown him and kick him out of the house if he continued talking to me.
I knew it was going to happen sooner or later but I still broke down. He asked if he could call me and say a few last words and apologize.
We talked and he said he wanted me to be happy, go to school pursue my passion and he wanted the best for me and my family. He also said he wanted things to cool off, and wanted to try to contact sometime in the future, and If I’m still interested I could convince his family why I’m good for him.
He said other things but I blocked them out considering I was crying badly. And was also having an anxiety attack.
The last last part bothered me a lot. Because even up to this point he still thought his family would change.
There was also something very unusual his voice. I don’t know if he was about to break down, or if he was scared but he sounded a bit different. Especially when he said he loved me. I don’t know if his family were around him but the way he said he loved me was unusual. He called me by my name. Which he never did. He always called me by the nickname he gave me.
Anyway the week after was hard, but it strangely got easier. I don’t know if it’s because I expected it to happen and now that it’s over my anxiety is somewhat relieved or what.
Now I know what you’re probably asking do I miss him. At times yes. But the relationship wasn’t healthy. The whole situation between me and dream boy was a mess and I think both of us could agree to that.
That being said, there’s comes a time where you have to let go of people that settle and don’t fight for change for you or in their own lives.
I’m not going to talk entirely negatively about dream boy because we did have great times. He was the first boy I fell in love with.. Though I’m disappointed in dream boy when I reflect on our relationship. To move on for myself all I can do is wish him the best. All I hope is that one day he finds his voice and uses it…….
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